
i feel so numb now...aft asking sum1 sth..i dunno y...i dun feel anything at all...so amazing...this feeling..cant feel sad or happi...isit gd or bad?but its gd..my heart not pain..mayb shld haf asked earlier...so wun pain for so long..but mayb earlier ask i wun feel numb, will feel more sad...whn will this numbness go awae?i hope it nv do..haiz..really v numb...nv felt liddat b4..so numb...so numb...dun let this feeling go awae...i will cannot take it..