meow

hikari

2008-08-09T13:33:00.001+08:00

愛を探して旅をする光は

胸に描く未来へ続いてくだろう

ためらう扉を開けたなら

新しい明日へと歩き出せる

心の奥　深く沈む

せつない思いは

誰も知らない

ひとりぼっちな痛み

どうしてなの？大事なもの

失くしてばかりで

降りしきる雨

また哀しみを歌う

あぁ　いつしか

あてのないままに　さまようこの街

ねぇ　真実さえ

見えなくなってしまうけど

信じる道は自分の中に　きっとある

愛を探して旅をする光は

胸に描く未来へ続いてくだろう

ためらう扉を開けたなら

新しい明日へと羽ばたこう

涙のしずく　風に飛ばして

流れる雲　そして広がる青空

見上げて　ひとり　そっと誓う

終わらない夢を抱いて生きてゆく

遥かな願い繋いでく光は

希望と勇気を運んでくれるだろう

過ぎゆく時を数えるより

今という瞬間を駆け出そう

もし叶わずに傷ついたって

何度でも　そこから始めてゆけばいい

答えは　そうよ　ひとつじゃない

いつの日か喜びにめぐり逢える

ACE

2008-07-22T22:23:00.005+08:00

my new job at ACE is quite an OT job too. alot of stuff to learn. wonder hw long ill tk to get them all in my head. so tired cant concentrate well sometimes. but im trying my best. ive got 2 good senseis /xiaofeng n marcus/ but sometimes they jus go through alot of steps at one go [with some terms i dun reallie understand] v fast n i couldnt rmb it awhile aft lol. nid some time to familiarise with all the terms used in insurance claims stuff. anw went lunch with some of the young temps n perms today. realised quite afew ppl are leaving. all going uni i guess. there's another temp ger /joanne/ who came in the same dae as me but she in another dept on 8th floor. but it seems tt her work is quite simple n can go home on time everydae plus haf lots of free time too. my work quite alot stuff to do one. siann. but nvm can earn more $$ (:

smhw empty smwhn missin smwhr out thr

i tot u were so strong ull make it thru wadeva

its so hard to accept the fact ure gone foreva

there's so much more left to say

if u were with me tdy face t face

nv knew i cld hurt lyk this

nd everyday life goes on

i wish i cld tok to u for awhile

miss u but i try nt to cry

as.time.goes.by.

nd its true tt uve reached a btr place

still ill gif the world to see ur face

nd im here right nxt to u

it feels lyk ure gone too soon.

...

suntec event n bdaes

2008-07-16T21:30:00.004+08:00

hee was working at an event the past 3 days. the IMCAS conference. made some new frens (: n the job was nt bad. jus tt haf to wake up super early n go home late. can listen to lectures tt ppl pay 5 or 600+ USD or more for free n get money somemore. tho i dun reallie understand n the videos they show are reallie disgusting cos is plastic surgery one. luckily my IT guys were young n nice so nt tt bored. jenn n yq's ones nv reallie tok to them n some quite lazy. mine tho they lyk to tok rubbish n gossip but they're helpful n one of them quite gentleman one. n they're known to me as uncle is n uncle are -.- haha till now i still dunno are's real name. n some of us took photos at the end of the 3rd dae. i nv tk any with the v nice french organisers and my 2 IT guys ): anw there were quite afew guys trying to jio the internet station girls LOL. they v qiang lo. must reach suntec lyk 6+ 7am liddat still gt time do full make up come.

anw yes! i got the photos for peter n mich's bdae~ tdy went to collect sgc with mich n jz. haha anw their bdae we went peter's hse to steamboat. haha this time round its not full of veggies! but its flooded with fishballs.. LOL n we bought too much again.

lol haf to stand to reach the food

bdae boy n ger (:

okay nw for hy's bdae's photos. we went to play pool at parkway at lyk 11pm thn go ecp slack till morn haha

cosfest 2008 super henshin day 2

2008-07-07T14:37:00.010+08:00

hee went cosfest 2008. super henshin 2nd dae which is yest haha. n omg la got ppl post our photos on their blog. my cousins and sis meet dao quite a number of frens n relatives there. lol i onli met audrey n zhang mei. cds senior n junior haha! zhang mei looks so diff! couldnt recognise her. haha oh well she didnt recognize me too lucky there was audrey haha! and she was our photographer for the 2nd half of e dae! 1st half of the day xiao yi was our photographer hee. haa 1st tme coming to such events. felt abit weird at 1st. while u're posing to tk photo with someone sudd alot cameras come crowding arnd n start taking u too. lol n we took 200+ photos wahahaA and i saw photos of zero n kaname's dolfies! omg super nice i wannn!!

one lady who sae she's a mediacorp radio reporter interviewed me -.- dunno hw to ans some of her ques. lol n while she was interviewing me huang su fang walked past and smiled to me haha! how weird n i tink my ans wasnt wad she was expecting cos she repeated some of her ques n at the end she still sae. jiu zhe yang ah? LOL wadeva

here are some photos some taken frm sg club members

vampire knight

me my sis n 2 cousins with 2 prettyy lolita girls

us with sis' fren n her fren lol

with yagami light

stitch er tarepanda? n pikachu! haha super kawaii!

hmm squall n rinoa? lol dun rmb. i nv watch FF

gakuen alice!

the 4 frm ahscds

urahara

shugo chara!

iron man

lifeless

sis n cozzies

photographer~

ichigo!

espadas + ichigo lol some ppl got cut off

with siyi n xiaoyi

lolita girls

kakkoi~~

dgrayman!

some ppl from er anbu? lol dunno nv watch naruto

i lyk tt guy's hair! and it looks nicer in real life

with less thn half of the vamp knight team haha

lolx.

near n L

abarai renji lol

ahh i wan buy waloli

misa n L

dead lolx

acting cute

exchange props

fighting pose? lol

rozen maiden

me n sis

super cute kid with super many poses haha!

at home

[夢]zzz 何故あの人..

happie bearlied 19th bdae to xx!

2008-06-28T01:22:00.011+08:00

sooooo tiredddddd. but cant slp. haunted by potatoes now. took super long to finish the prezzie in the end made xx wait v long =/ gomenasai! thn 10 liddat eat at simpang. whole table full of potatoes and pratas. can u imagine after the last meal at 11am and jing shen jing zhang for lyk 6 hrs thn eat a ton of potatoes n pratas. tho tink i eat lesser thn them budden i still feel lyk vomiting.

happie bearlied bdae dearest!

ok i tink the photo shows the food lyk nt alot. but its alot okayy! for 3 girls

i surrender! no more food pls

xx wif our prezzie!

and this is my disgusting leftovers. ahh wasted so much food ): but reallie cannot tk in anymore

i miss ........ i dun ever wanna forget those daes

haii looking at those old daes photos reminds me of the past. our -.-" sec 1 daes. our lame and childish sec 2 daes. our fun + splurging + retarded + shang gan + depressed sec 3 daes. our o lvl still playing maple cos of mou mou renS sec 4 daes. LOL. I MISS SEC SCHOOL DAYS! i miss..1st dae of sch whr the 1st person who toked to me said "hello i am xiuxian" LOL. xx giving everyone lots of nicknames. the scene whn xx is pushed to the lockers by yl and whn they fighting in class lolx. laughing lyk crazy at bedok ntuc and buying weird stuff for ppl. st acting retarded. sj leg cramp. nt paying attn in class. creating funny characters from photos of everyone in the ss textbk. drawing on my table and in every textbooks. going bubbletea shop chill. doing stupid stuff in public looking at funny reflections thru the lights. helping danson find lots of concubine. cds paixi and performance. mapling wif frens till super late thn slp. writing rubbish in notebooks n diaries. forced to massage kyl. going toilet after every lesson. chen su zhen lao shi going on wif her "ni men shi guo jia wei lai de dong liang! bu yao tao bi xian shi. hao hao fan xing fan xing". drawing up super long family tree.

okayy and after our meal we went to the playground to xiao hua n tk photos.

we love sony ericsson!

sexy kyl~

monkeyybar

and at the end of the day... LOL

totally scared of potatoes liao. 3.30 liao still abit feel lyk puking lolx.

class outingg

2008-06-22T13:36:00.006+08:00

FRI

went blading with ah kooiii! hahaha (: and she jus bought 300+ bucks blades!!! lol sian i wanna buy too but nt now. im overspending liao. anw she sae her blades are 'jinxed' cos she fell lyk 2 times in it. she nv fell in blades before this. reminds me of the 1st time i fell down during ice skating because of tt tingwei rarrhx. super irritated haha!

amanda n me who looks lyk a dinosaur lolx

300+ bladess

SAT

haha supposed to go sentosa for class outing in the afternoon but me n jz reached harbourfront at 4+. go in awhile onli v waste money so we waited outside for them. lol its the 1st time i went to the outdoor place at vivo top floor. soo nicee. can go there picnic hahah! anw its lyk 8 liddat alr whn we meet. haha thn went to raffles city shokudu meet joanne py wf sy eat dinner. haha its lyk a jap marche. stayed there till the ppl wanna close shop le thn go lol. n hy's gonna go back to hk forever ): next time whn i haf money i shall go hk visit him haha tt'll be probably 4 yrs ltr lolx

us spacing out

look at them hiding behind the np machine curtains haha so cute

girls

guys

reached hm at 12+ thn me n xx were sending each other our funny old photos lolx. i lost ALOT la. hopefully they're still findable haha

thn at 2+am whn i was about to go slp i saw a miss call. n i regret calling back lolx. my dearest son kip psycho ing me to go play mahjong with them. in the middle of the night ask me sacrifice my slp n go lose money -.- NEVER! hahah he called back again at 3 im not picking up anymore lolx =X

siann these daes v diff to slp again tho i v tiredd. lie in my bed for lyk 1-2 hr before i actually slp. ):

cottage lolita (: ):

2008-06-14T22:09:00.008+08:00

happy happy sad sad. i bought a lolita dress. )))))): 180.

morn go out saw yl on he bus lol yest saw ting ting n sijun. so qiao. and wadx even more qiao is.. we're all going bugis! me xx yl n my sis. n yl n my sis still going the same top one ktv or sth liddat haha!

anw vehh tiredd went many places todae. morn pei my sis go geylang serai cc return her passion run thing thn we go chinatown og buy prezzie for daddy aft tt go hosp and thn went bugis meet xx aft tt go my hse check mail a watch abit of nobuta. whee yamapi kawaii ne! haha and we go 85 eat dinner. so long no eat 85 le. im missing soh. the one who alwaes ask us go 85 eat. lol but he's out sailing the seas nw. come back soon!

anw went bugis catz apparrel see see thn go alice 88th. saw quite lolita/punk stuff. waa the alice kip asking me try this n that. try liao i shou bu liao. wan dun buy oso v hard. haha im crazyy. super stressed lo whn i in the shop. so many nice dresses but so ex. act wanted to buy waloli de. but there de either nt wad i wan or much more ex not alot choices oso. tried one wa lolita n one er cottage lolita? haha n i bought the cottage one. ahh still gt pennier head dress n shoe. i tink nt buyin lolita shoe ba. mai bu xia qu liao. think nxt time i'll buy head dress n pannier. must go find cheap cheap one liao. liddat buy xia qu v fast back acc will 0 balance liao.

nt tt nice w/o the pannier looks abit out of shape. haha but real life nt tt bad. photo abit weirder. i lyk the sleeves n the ribbon (:

sth's wrong with my blog. the font gets bigger every previous post. guess its time to change blog as xx said. this one use for lyk gonna 4 yrs liaoo this is the 404th post haha!

byebye

2008-06-10T13:08:00.005+08:00

This is for my peoples

Who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby

Your man or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye

No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers

Friends and cousins

This is for my peoples

Who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky

Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it

But you kept me in line

I didn't know why

You didn't show up sometimes

On Sunday mornings and I missed you

But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show

Because you loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today

Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on I wish

I could talk to you for a while

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've

Reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye

You never got a chance to see

How good I've done

And you never got to

See me back at number one

I wish that you were here

To celebrate together

I wish that we could

Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to

Tuck me in at night

With the teddy bear you gave me

That I held so tight

I thought you were so strong

You'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact

You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on I wish

I could talk to you for a while

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've

Reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye

This is for my peoples

Who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby

Your man or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers

Friends and cousins

This is for my peoples

Who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky

Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on I wish

I could talk to you for a while

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've

Reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

Bye bye

):

learnt hw to make flower n strawberry at the arts festival or sth liddat at sgh.

my 1st flower (: //for you//

1st strawberry

haa finally changed blogskin aft so long. n i FINALLY reached 300+ epi for one piece lolx.

ma la huo guo!

2008-06-08T17:49:00.007+08:00

lol yest went to eat 麻辣火锅 with yl yz fred kh n qq. hm nt bad la but the ma la soup nt tt nice. lol saw sebastian at the pokemon roadshow sound ctrl thr. anw thn we wanted to watch movie but timeslot too late ): so we went to play pool for awhile haha. everyone went on diff ways n thn meet up at night to go kh's hse play mahjong. but yz didnt go cos got stomachache. hope she's btr now. kh's hse got no internet onli can use msn!! open multiple msn somemore 3 ppl using. lol so sad whole night cannot watch anime. tt dae eat alot lo. lunch eat buffet at night eat tibits and pizza. haha and i didnt slp for e whole nite. read books. play abit blackjack n bridge with chips sponsored by fred. play dj max using psp which i kip failing. haha i 4 keys jiu fail liao. envy those ppl who can play 8 keys one. haha and i watch them play mahjong daidee n texas or sth liddat. poor qq kip losing throughout lolx its nt his dae again. hee i went home and slp lyk a pig frm 8am-4pm.

disgusting green stuff

pop!

pizza

gambling den

my mum's cousin's grandchild de man yue cakes! so cute ritee

walls.sim.vk (:

2008-06-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

last wk thurs to sun worked as walls ice cream promoter. hahah nt bad. time passed quite fast n i managed to sell quite some boxes of ice cream (: sheng siong ppl were nice n so were promoters of other products. n one customer gave me a small cookie monster soft toy =/ heard he comes sheng siong almost everydae n they sae he shen me dou me you qian jiu hen duo lolx

mon went to tk passport size photo with jz and we went sim. haha i gonna defer. nxt yr jan thn start studyin if my appeal fails. liddat can earn more money to pay my sch fees. haha aft tt jz pei me go haru order my vk uniform. haru is reallie small lolx but nice (: thn i went to raffles meet my sis, cozzie n xiaoyi eat dinner b4 going hosp. while waiting for xiaoyi me n my sis went trendy hub n i actually spent 10 bucks on an umbrella tt i dunno whether i dare to use ornot LOL hello kitty one. i tink i abit siao these daes. nd thn we went pan in the box cos my sis wanna buy misa's necklace. went 2 cosplay shop in a day saw so many things so ex i wan buy but no $$ rarrh so irritated lol.n i still feel lyk buyin lolita dress. hahaha feng le feng le.

BDAE 2008

2008-05-26T11:11:00.005+08:00

thx to everyone who wished my happie bdae, celebrated it with me, n bought me prezzies (:

earlie earlie morn 24th May 12+ am

late night 24th May

another prezzie frm my sis other thn the top im wearing. arigatou (:

no photos taken w those who celebrated with me ):

haha anw went to ws eat sakae with jz ken francis n yeeyan

aft tt went to walk arnd downtown psr park ehub and all the wae to whitesands pri to take bus with jz lolx

morn till evenin 25th May

its the 1st time i sat in a car driven by my fren haha! fred's our chauffeur for the day (:

ESCAPE

muackx

SEOUL GARDEN

frying garlic fried rice lolx

7 of us (:

thx yz

nus science

2008-05-16T23:19:00.004+08:00

omg xx got into nus science! omedetou! lol most of my frens got into science o.O hee they're so smart. hope i can get into fass. pls gimma a reply sooooon. i got rejected by smu alr lolx. n my daddy brought me a digital frame for my bdae! arigatou (:

i love tt girl on my shirt!

bang!

backwards

2008-05-14T22:37:00.006+08:00

interesting.

chill!

2008-05-13T00:31:00.005+08:00

sat went to eat dinner n chill with mich n jz LOL chill hee why cannot jus sae jia kopi. clearer rite lol. anw LONG time no go out with them. missed chatting n gossiping with them haha. our clique shall go hideout one dae (:

sun: happie mothers' dae (:

i cant find my cam! shall upload the pic at gloria jeans whn i find it haha

ok found. lol

a lonely sept

2008-05-11T01:44:00.002+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

bio essence facial girl

2008-05-05T22:59:00.004+08:00

1st dae workin as bio essence facial girl was nt bad. haha my customers were v nice n didnt mind my inexperience (: hahah onli did 5 facials todae. the promoters were nice ppl too. nt as scary as i was told lol. was quite lost whn they ask me help them serve customers cos i didnt noe abt those promotions going on. i onli noe my facial stuff. =/ time pass superr sloww whn there're no customers. walk arnd stare arnd arrange stuff read brochure clean up testers. sian.

and..there were some politics stuff goin on. didnt reallie understand the whole situation. onli noe tt one promoter gonna get sued by a customer. o.O at 1st she sae got insiders backstab her. anyhow sae things make her get condemned whn others sae its bcos she de zui customer n she complain. tdy the higher ups told her the customer saw her workin here todae (she was supposed to be ask to leave after the 1st complain) yup and she decided to get a lawyer to sue her. think it was becos she used some nt v nice words on the customer. she i guess it shldnt be ppl backstab her ba. but anw heard tt she got quite a bad reputation n no one wanna work wif her. lol but im okayy with her. she nv scold me or nag alot at me. hope it stays tt way (:

LD WAXSON

2008-05-03T00:07:00.004+08:00

I HATE THE SUN!!! sooo hot these days! i had to walk under it for so long today n my skin lan diao once again. sobbx. anw i learnt to do simple facial (: starting work at roadshow mon to fri nxt wk at compass point. free facial anyone?? haha who dares to let me do for them jus come n visit me nxt wk haha! its for free (:

oh yah n b4 tt i went to apply sim wif jz. gp C n above thn considered credit. zz dunno reallie or not. last time pass jiu can le. but last time pass is C6. dunno whether they mix up. haha nm. anw i took a super long time to find the place to learn facial under the HOT HOT SUN. n i still cannot find. my understanding skills n sense of direction nt v gd i guess. i walk arnd for the defu 'maze' for arnd 40 mins still cant find in the end someone has to come out n fetch me. lolx

ouran high school host club

2008-04-28T23:52:00.007+08:00

maybe youre my love~ finally finished ouran high school host club! its a veryy cute & nice anime (: tama chan is soo cutee soo kindd soo richh :P luv him esp whn he playin the piano~ haninozuka is v cute too! haha my one piece still got a long way to go. at 137 onli. n afew more all v long nv watch le. shall tink of a time to cont hee anime reallie makes me happie! n im workin towards my dream too. so many things to do n learn. nid to faster earn some money too. がんばってね jiaqi! haha!

crystal cruise

2008-04-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

todae went to work as check-in staff for crystal cruises. serve those rich ppl who mostly earn more thn USD 81,000 yearly. so envious. time to look out for prospective rich guys lyk tamaki :P n im v sad n guilty . i forgot to gif 2 passengers their keycards ):

yest went hideout cafe wif xx yl fred n qq. lolx i 1st time play change so many games. most of the time we kip repeating the games we play n end up playing v lill types of game onli. tt dae de games we all play once or haven complete jiu change le hahaha. n poor qq v suay. kip tio ing forfeit. hee.

yoga master! LOL

mr unlucky man

welcome to crystal cruises :D

muahahahaha....

n xx goin 4 interview for nus science! gratx! i dun haf any reply yt sobbx

sushi tei

2008-04-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

haha today morn went kick boxing wif xx n yl. feeling reallie healthy since i joined amore! for nw i went mtv dance. pilates. cardio latin. kickboxin. haha but somehow these daes i kip eatin non stop ): haha. afternoon went to meet my ocbc collegues for lunch at sushi tei. liz, ruifang, joyce n yp (: missed them! lol n i received another farewell prezzie =/ haa thx guys!

n mummy's feet gt abit of reflexes. which i hope is a gd sign tho her eyes didnt open much nowdaes. everything's stablized. fever's gone. so faster wake up! come home help us finish ur tt few baskets of fruits n those 4 boxes of chicken essence lolx. hee n my bro is gonna pull me n my sis to pei him learn karate or taekwondo o.O

hk cafe

2008-04-10T23:13:00.004+08:00

im jobless le ): i miss my colleagues. yest last day so she bu de. xiang dang nian i was still so looking fwd to last dae. ai but no choice. i got more impt things to do. shall go find another job whn mummy gets btr. im getting more n more broke. anw mon to wed i got treats frm my boss n colleagues. mon mdm wee n liz treat me nice duck rice. tues pohleng treat swensons. which cost her lyk 600+ bucks. still buy 2 ice cream cakes! n everyone sang a "all the best" song for me. ): thn wed shifu n cheewei treat me Hans for lunch. my swensons haven digest finish lo. pohleng treat meal is no joke one k. so in the end i was so full durin my last day i onli ate lunch. haha. some of them still bought me farewell gifts. thx so much! (:

anw mummy went back to ICA today! yayy she can breathe w/o the help of the equipment. hopes she'll recover fast. tml is our 1st lesson at amore. haha me yl n xx jus signed up todae. tml going for e pilates class. haha think it'll be fun! n can meet up more wif my 2 dearest frens who pao qi me n go nyp learn physio! =P hee jk. i shall go crash course somedae.

n i tink there's sth wrong wif my brain. i kip hearin my msg tone whn my phone isnt ringin =/

my cute colleagues haha

long long table lol

pia kias

ah wang hk cafe lol

lolx

pohleng bdae

2008-04-05T12:35:00.003+08:00

yest was poh leng's bdae. haha we booked a karaoke rm at the basement of ocbc n celebrated her bdae during lunch time. i realised there're some gd singers in my dept. so envious. haha. n i had nth much to do lo. almost everything let the new ger do. so i went arnd see who nid help n learnt abit of the pre-processor stuff. cut paper filing n still went to do the bankin secrecy course which i no nid do haha too free v sian. but liddat oso gd la yp let me go off early to go hosp since i cant go durin lunch time. oh yah thx chris (:

me n liz

liz sweehuang me pei²

pohleng n me

everyone (:

fcy

happie bdae

yamaP

2008-04-02T00:10:00.005+08:00

everything's still e same ): didnt even respond to knee jerk test etc. condition nt v optimistic but nevertheless i still believe. believe tt u'll wake up soon n recover completely. todae boss came to visit. did u hear her prayers? wake up n thank her okay. thx so much poh leng so nice of u. (:

zz today super lot work again these few daes all work till v late. reach hm arnd 11 so tiredd. n yayy my bf is on mag again! last wk n this wk i-weekly. make me dun buy oso cannot haa. so cutee :P

man fatt lam

2008-03-30T11:43:00.004+08:00

today went to e temple to pay respects to my grandma n some ancesters. we lit a ping an deng for u too. n prayed for ur recovery. i hope our prayers gets answered. thx to all the frens n relatives who prayed for her n visited her reallie thank you very much. im sure she can hear n feel us. okay n the ADEM is onli highly suspected n not confirmed. zz. hope there'll be a result on the examination of the brain cells tml. and the docx will noe how to cure it. *prays hard*

and im gonna learn wu shu! so cool rite i wanna learn to use sword. suits my violent nature haa

Acute Disseminated Encephalomyelitis

2008-03-25T23:23:00.004+08:00

its Acute Disseminated Encephalomyelitis! n there's a higher chance of full recovery or recovery wif some probs left thn i tot. hope it isnt as bad as wad the doc said. at least its seem less scary nw. *prays hard* imy so much faster recover n come hm!

today de work load is lyk omg. 1st time gt almost 5 full pages of items due. almost died or tiredness n hunger. thnx pl once again for treating us dinner. go liz! strive for ur happiness. my happiness nw is to be able to see u back to normal again. i shall slowly wait for my other happiness to come haa

multiple sclerosis

2008-03-24T22:31:00.004+08:00

絶対負けないよ! 絶対泣かないよ!

約束　つよくなるから　その目をそらさないで…

代わりなんて他にいないんだ

果てない痛みと悲しみから　君を救えただろう

can ドラエもん grant my wish? haa

multiple sclerosis?

you've alwaes been so strong

this time reallie must jiayou n recover fast okay?

we'll be waitin for e dae u can come home

we've found a food supplement tt seems v gd! kalawalla

gonna ask e doc abt it. mayb can make recover faster!

please rxt to e new medicine nw n wake up 1st okay?

you can do it!

shinjiteru!

use ur amazin willpower to get ur immune system or wadeva right

we'll be right here waitin for you.

tryin my best to stay optimistic.

so..you must try ur best too k. gambatte ne!

tell the disease '未だ未だだね'

ure the strongest rite!

Anata ga Koko ni Iru Riyuu

2008-03-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

夜に歌えば　闇に飲まれて

朝の光が　それを照らす

届かない　そうじゃない

扉はもう開かれてる

満たされれば　不安になって

泣いていれば　それも幸せだ

そこからも　もう一度

立ち上がる楽しみがある

ああ　踏み込むだけ　思いっきり

吸い込むだけ　この焦燥感を

あなたが今ここにいる理由は

この雨音が知ってる

甘えていれば　欠けるものがある

そばにあれば　見えなくなる

気付かない　そうじゃない

痛いほど　分ってる

ああ　胸を張って　思いっきり

吸い込むだけ　この瞬間にも

あなたが今ここにいる理由は

この夕空が知ってる

ないものねだり

私にはないものを

あなたが持ってるはず

ああ　踏み込むだけ　思いっきり

吸い込むだけ　この焦燥感を

私が今ここにいる理由を

これからも探してる

confused. lost. worried. tired. pain.

everyone's waiting for u to wake up

i believe u can hear us calling

please wake up & recover k

many things are happening so suddenly

i hate this

星占いも　あてにならないわ

n docs pls faster find out e cause

many ppl sought diff gods n deities

i hope some reallie works

gotta try everything

hope ur eyes can fully recover thn i'll bring u go cruise!

i'll save $$ bring u go see the nicest sceneries in e world (:

so please. be strong. fight win those evil viruses or wadeva k

i love you.

believe

2008-03-20T22:21:00.004+08:00

未来だけ信じてる誰かが嘲【わら】ってもかまわない

走ってる情熱があなたをキラめかせる

眩し過ぎ、でも見つめていたい

どっか「美学」感じてる　I'm really really stuck on you

誰にも似てない夢の背中を

追いかけて　追いかけてく

夜明けを呼び覚ますような燃えるキモチ

アトサキなんて今は知らない

退屈な時間よりも

ドラマティック　手に入れるまで　Believe in Wonderland!

山積みの問題を軽めのノリでかわしちゃう

この道は戻れないあなたのプライドだね

トラブル続き弱気な夜は

ギュッと抱いてあげるよ　I wanna wanna be with you

誰にも見えない夢のカタチを

つかまえて　つかまえてく

わたしはついて行くから　熱いキモチ

ツジツマ合わせ　別にいらない

ありふれた日常よりも

パラダイス　目指して走れ　Believe in Wonderland!

誰にも似てない夢の背中を

追いかけて　追いかけてく

夜明けを呼び覚ますような燃えるキモチ

アトサキなんて今は知らない

退屈な時間よりも

ドラマティック　手に入れるまで　Believe in Wonderland!

*prays hard its reallie not stroke
*prays hard u can see again
*hope my cough goes awae
*hope u gt well soon
*u made me smile
*u made my dae
*i believe

a lvl results!

2008-03-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

A lvl results out todae! super duper scared. but luckily i nv fail anything. bio chem math C. econs B. gp E. bu shang bu xia. dunno can get into local U not. n i spent alot on transport todae! 1 bus + 1 mrt to work. 1 mrt + 1 bus back home 1 bus go sch 1 bus go home 1 bus + 1 mrt go work n 1 mrt + 1 bas back home! TIRED. n so qiao i took same bus as mei xin to sch lol. headache. go back work still must chiong all those stupid contras. 9 thn left my workplace. n mr leong's daughter got straight As! i sae my results so paisei lo hah

ni hao ma? lolx

2008-03-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

hai sian fri a lvl results come out n i cant take leave! sobb tk le still must go back work lol i can go ocbc top floor throw my cert liao. n tt stupid salesman mr aloe vera danny chow 'ni hao ma' me again todae lolx so amusing. n since whn did blogger haf this spell check thing. so many of my words are underlined in red hahah. so tired. todae 10.30 thn leave office. eat e same old stuffs again. almost puke eat too much haha.

wonder of msges

2008-02-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

tip tap koi wa itsudatte candy~ hee todae my fren got v excited bout receiving replies frm some guy she an lian. hee v funny but makes me v happie for her too. haha i tink i look as silly whn i receive some msges too. um chio hahahx. simple msges can haf such amazing effects lol. haha toking abt msging i get tired of sms sometimes esp whn i xing qing bu hao so i may forget to reply if i leave it aside. so if i nv reply or sth pai seh ah. haha.

nw for sth sad. the 2 who got suspended. one came back while the other resigned. think is nid ppl to take the rap. so yah. will be busy till we get more ppl. thn still got tt suspected is "spy" de. haha. hope everything goes back to normal soon.

n im fully recovered! haha frm dunno wad sickness. vomit. diarrhoea. hypervent. big thnz to jz n my family (: would haf died w/o u all. haha. n L is nice haha he's so cute. but the virus is super disgusting. oh yah i bought a cushion n slippers! i brought them all to e office lol

brain dead

2008-02-22T23:35:00.004+08:00

brain dead. dead. dead. lol feelin lyk a zombie. less 2 ppl reallie quite jia lat. hope no high volume this one week. headache n irritated. gonna watch anime to tiao zheng xin qing. pls dun irritate me any further thx

stressed

2008-02-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

tensedd atmosphere throughout the whole dae at work. 2 ppl tio suspended for one wk =/ stressed stressed. hope i wun make any serious mistake.

你最近还好吗

2008-02-16T01:20:00.001+08:00

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗

没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大

有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念褃挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发

我不该

一个人

半夜

从雪地走回家

v dae

2008-02-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

happie v dae! onli got one rose this yr. n got some disgusting ppl send me disgusting stuff zzz. i hate ppl lyk him!! lol. cj7, ah long, ps i love u, the leap yr. who gt time?? lolx so sian A lvl result soooo slooowww ):

I LOVE LIU LAO SHI'S HOUSE

2008-02-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

i LOVE liu lao shi's hse!! so big so nice so clean n so class! their cars oso v nice! so many tvs. got swimming pool in the center. a fridge wif lots of expensive looking wine inside. upstairs de rooms got balcony. v nice jiu diu le haha. one of the nicest hse ive been to. probably the nicest lol. and the maid tt's been wif her for 20 yrs is married to an ang moh! n he's v professional at taking photos lolx tsktsk. v class ppl. im gonna find a rich bf wahaha jk. haha saw wang lao shi at her hse too. nv see them since we left pri sch i even forgot her name lolx. her hse gt hang lots of framed arts too. all drawn by my tcher. n think her husband oso. talented rich ppl!

from one of the balconies

art gallery

nice light

there's a tree in her hse o.O

kungfu dunk is funny! haha nice (:

MY TEN BUCKS!

2008-02-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

I LOST TEN BUCKS!! todae met up wif jz n mich. went mich de hse bai nian. so long nv meet to tok le. its nt my yr. lolx must stop gambling this yr le. gamble wad lose wad. blackjack, in btwn, bridge. the cursed ace club n heart!! ): daidee abt half the time lose onli lolx.

evening went to meet xx n yl at simei to eat dinner n chat. haha we went to eat at eighteen chef. the food okay onli n there're some funny waiters n one of them nearly slammed the door in my face whn he open the door for us -.-" thx to the remainder frm xx i rmbed soh intro de funny videos. lol i almost forgot abt them. haha at night went playground there n we took quite afew photos. lots of funny pics haha! missed going out wif all of them! lets go out more often (:

the popular brand membership bears. agnes b? lolx isit?

swingg

slide

(:

新年快乐!

2008-02-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

its chi new yr! 新年快乐 everyone! but im feeling quite irritated i dunno why zz. my shoulder still hurts ): haha n i saw yvonne today! so long nv see her le. she's still as pretty as ever! n tingwei saw me o.O haha. gonna meet up wif many ppl this yr (: dun eat too much heaty stuff ppl enjoy urselves n may u all collect lots of angbao!

cds batch reunion dinner

2008-02-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

todae cds batch reunion dinner @ botak jones. hahah its been so long since i last saw them. frm 7 plus eat till arnd 11 haha. n there was oilspill n small fire disaster lolx. so tired. tml still hafta stay late cos shi fu got dinner. but im looking fwd to the tml's lunch! n generous poh leng jus gave us another new yr stuff. prawn floss roll or sth liddat. so nice (:

blading

2008-01-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

ahh my skin is irritating. yest went blading for 1 hr my arms jiu lan diao le lolx. still dunno im sensitive to sun or sweat. one day i shall go experiment haha. i wanna buy rollerblades n tennis racket! or isit spelt as racquet? lol anything la. n i finally ate fast food yest! after so long hahah. still taste the same. lol -.- still nt done wif new yr shoppin. gonna cont on sun haha!

tml morn im gonna be so bored. the perm staff going for some training. leaving me n one more contract guy guarding our "hse". ahh i wanna pot there to watch! haha confirm will kenna scolded. ltr i gonna dig out some magazines

northpoint

2008-01-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

hahah went to north point to find jz. she today go there distribute flyers. hm there lyk nth much to shop one lol thn we took 1 hr+ bus journey n went back bedok eat. so tiredd. haha n ocbc de ang bao packets can put together to form a picture! lolx

i wanna learn hw to play tennis! n i wanna watch kung fu dunk! feel lyk watching 27 dresses too. lolx

babies!

2008-01-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

musliha bought cakes for us whn she brought her near 1 mth one lill ger to visit us. her daughter is so cute!! hahah xx's niece is chubbier. babies are jus so cute! rebonded hair n the cakes below.

lousy memory

2008-01-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

yest was a super unlucky dae. my leg alot injury lol. 1st i missed a step n fell down 2nd my right heels scratched my left foot 3rdi knocked into sth in my hse n scratched my leg again. zz. haha n yest was my 1st mth anniversary! of workin at ocbc lol. today pohleng bought dinner for us again. mee goreng. haha there so many things to eat im gonna be fat aft this 4 mths

today i super dumb. i walk to ntuc there wanna deposit my cheque. in the end i bought bubbletea thn forgot all abt it n walked all the wae hm frm interchange. reach my hse bus stop there thn rmb =/ ahhh!!! my moneyy!!!! lolx my memory reallie v jia lat

one eight percent!

2008-01-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

sobb. sad. zz. my math reallie cmi. dun even noe hw to calculate 1/8 percent. today yp took halfday thn i got some stuff dun rmb hw to do. everyone's niceness is making me feel so bad. must jiayou n learn hard le! dunno why nw my brain lyk cant absorb alot. n ive still gt so much more to learn. gonna 1 mth le. being able to learn so much is gd n no gd at the same time. xing qing bu hao le la. lucky gt my prince who looks lyk a combination of killua n natsume to cheer me up (: n jz to tok to me on the phone on my way hm. faster go pay ur phone bill! haha

i will nv forget hw to calculate one eight percent in my whole life le. my math tchers are gonna faint if they noe wad i did lol

hideout cafe

2008-01-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

todae farewell dinner for francis haha. he's going to camp in the forest n fight wild boars soon lolx. went 85 to eat thn go hideout cafe play. wahaha lots of food. the latest person was peter ng. he late 1+ hrs. i 3rd to arrive. late arnd 20+ mins. lol poor francis he was e 1st to arrive. everyone else late haha =X hideout cafe quite fun n nt as ex as settlers (: best thing is its near my hse wahahah

sob. ive gotta work tml. i tink ill cant wait to come hm frm work everyday to watch pot :P

b4 the ba chor mee came

hideout!

new yr count down

shoes bought

2008-01-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

yayy i finally bought shoes. (: n thx nic for lendin me animes. ah so sad today didnt get to tk my money. GO nt open. sch website bluff ppl one. haha waste my time n $$. went suntec marina sq n esplanade there. 1st time can shop so long wif a guy lol. n i saw cass n shawn at tm. so long nv see cass haha. n nic nag the whole dae saying hw precious his discs are must becareful. I NOE LE LA KAY lolx. haf fun thinking of when u gonna buy ur 35 dollars

tired. go slp le. nite (:

tiring work

2008-01-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

TIREDDDD!!

everyday ot reallie is tiring ): luckily the ppl are nice. hm dunno work or study which one worse haha. sian haven work till one mth so tired le. n lucky me one yr 10+ public hols i this 4 mths gt lyk half of it. (:

ocbc

2007-12-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

lol siannnn. workin is so tirin lol. waste my brain cells. starting to hate econs too. lol foreign exchange sux. dun lyk meps n tt too ): n im aching eveywhere hahah i nid a massage or sth. but the ppl there are nice! going chalet soon (: ahh v sad. my attempt to steal snow failed ):

a job (:

2007-12-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

yayy i gt a job (: ocbc bank clerk lolx. ahh but my 1st pay is on 30th. aft xmas. lol sian im gonna be bankrupt b4 tt.

its nice to sit by e sg river n listen to songs lyk life is lyk a boat lol one dae i gonna go n sit n stare there again

clean clean table (:

2007-12-05T21:34:00.001+08:00

ahh spent half a day tidyin my table. managed to clear off a huge pile of rubbish lolx. haha saw many stuff tt i didnt see for years. lolx. last time clean up didnt open up every piece of paper to read. my sec sch chi was btr thn in jc =/ lolx didnt even rmb tt i wrote tt to my tcher lol. rmbed lots of things i forgot. haha i saw my sec 4 term3 results. my emath a1 amath e8 lolx. my sec1 journal was crap n there were onli 2 entries. haha i sec 1 rarely do eng hw. n my notebook full of crap n funny convo wif xx n yl n ofcos yl's songs abt sharom too LOL i even found a very ancient diskette wif my sec1 project work stuff haha its been so long since i last put a diskette into com. haha must find one dae clear my wardrobe n com table

argh irritating. i dunno wad i changed my singpass to. one more try n it'll be locked ): lol forget it.

im super boredd can someone intro fun games to me? lol i drew killua n goku (: v sad cant find any nice pics of koganei

before

after

prom

ahh i cant stand my bro!! he's gettin more n more zuai! f5 lolx but havin screams n laughter in e hse is nice. n yes! lao di. finally :D lao jie haf to jiayou liao haha

playyyy aft as

2007-11-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

finally gt time to post sth hahaha.

thurs: steamboat. play.

fri: shopping w jz - ws, tm, eastpt, bedok lolx

sat: rest - anime!

sun: shoppin w xx n yl - bugis + fetch shawn n dinner at werners oven

mon: shoppin w jz n mich - ps, bugis, eastpt, tm

tues: shoppin w jz n mich - tm

wed: interview + dye hair

reallie is shop till i drop lol. money flies awae. lol the manager sae i too young ): didnt gt thru. ah well nvm still gt other opportunities (: but rarrh even my sec 2 bro gt a job! lol sian nvm aft prom thn sae

steamboat

shawn

dyed hair~

wrong

2007-11-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

do dumb things
sae dumb things
throw dumb cards
buy dumb stuff
choose dumb things
a dumb me

dollpalace

2007-11-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

hahah left 1 more paper (: i shall start studyin tml. so sian. finding games to play n animes to watch. but cant find nice de. nth btr to do so i went to make dollz lolx. hahah n im tryin to change my fringe back to the other side

hmm i got lots n lots of things to buy n do!

*wastons shoppin (:

*A JOB! I NID MONEYY

*replace the clothes in my wardrobe :P

*cook 圣诞大餐 with jz! i dun care. everyone in Br(AgH)3(HS)3 haf to eat it no matter wad (:

*a new com if i can

*dye n rebond my hair

*watch more anime

*learn jap

*go hideout cafe play

*learn to play some songs

*rollerblade swim cycle EXERCISE!

hmm dun rmb wad else le. wahaha all tt's enough for now.

hunter x hunter

2007-11-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

I LOVE KILLUA (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RW5R25QH7_s&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmz0XH0lusc

slack anime study

2007-11-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

tml's the 5th last paper! ai ive been slacking n slacking. this 6 daes break btwn math paper 2 n chem paper 2 i watched more thn 50 episodes of anime. somemore i went out in some of the days. im seriously hopeless ey? a lvl still liddat. i guess there's sth wrong wif me. haha but i jus cant stand studyin for so long n im addicted to anime. =/

i hope no one's lyk me

一生何求!!!

2007-11-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

cai hong is very nice!!! i feel lyk buying jay's album.

jus came home frm a SUPER long walk

FU WEI KAI I HATE YOUUU!! walk for 40 mins whn the normal way onli takes 15 mins. haha. nm gd exercise. lol went his hse studyy wif xx n cyc nv even finish half of nervouse system. must stay up till very late liao.

jiayou for a lvls everyone! all the best (:

一生何求!!!

radiation

2007-10-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Several other problems have also been observed in people who spend more than four hours a day in close proximity to an unprotected VDT: stress, headaches, irritability, insomnia, eye strain, eyesight decline, abnormal general fatigue, decrease in productivity and in the natural resistance of the immune system, decline in libido, disorders in the menstrual cycle, and hormonal disturbances.

hm mayb i shld stop goin near my com so often lol

high sch musical 2

2007-10-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

You Are The Music in Me(:

Na na na na

Na na na na yeah

You are the music in me

You know the words "Once Upon A Time"

Make you listen? There's a reason.

When you dream there's a chance you'll find

A little laughter or a happy ever after

Your harmony to the melody

It's echoing inside my head

A single voice (Single voice)

Above the noise

And like a common thread

Hmm, you're pulling me

When I hear my favorite song

I know that we belong

Oh, you are the music in me

Yeah it's living in all of us

And it's brought us here because

Because you are the music in me

Na na na na (Ohh)

Na na na na na

Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)

You are the music in me

It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)

Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)

There's no name for it (No name for it)

I'm saying words I never said

And it was easy (So easy)

Because you see the real me (I see)

As I am

You understand

And that's more than I've ever known

To hear your voice (Hear your voice)

Above the noise (Ohh ohh)

And no, I'm not alone

Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)

When I hear my favorite song

I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)

You are the music in me

It's living in all of us

And it's brought us here because

You are the music in me

Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)

We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)

Connected and real

Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)

You are the music in me (In me)

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Na na na na

You are the music in me

When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)

I know that we belong (We belong)

You are the music in me

Yeah it's living in all of us

It's brought us here because (Here because)

You are the music in me

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Na na na na (Ohh yeah)

Na na na na

You are the music in me (Yeah)

Bet On It

Everybody's always talkin' at me

Everybody's tryin' to get in my head

I wanna listen to my own heart talkin'

I need to count on my self instead

Did you ever?

Lose yourself to get what you want

Did you ever?

Get on a ride and wanna get off

Did you ever?

Push away the ones you should've held close

Did you ever let go?

Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am

I'll give it all I got, that is my plan

Realize on what I lost

You know you can

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way

To turn my life around, today is the day

Am I the type of guy who means what I say?

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?

Should I question every move I make?

The thought of lost my heart and it's breakin'

I don't wanna make the same mistake

Did you ever?

Doubt your dream will ever come true

Did you ever?

Blame the world but never blame you

I will never...

Try to live a lie again

I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am (Who I am)

I'll give it all I got, that is my plan (That's my plan)

Realize on what I lost

You know you can (You know you can)

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way

To turn my life around, today is the day

Am I the type of guy who means what I say?

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

Oh...Hold up

Give me room to think

Bringin' it on down

Gotta work on my swing

Gotta do my own thing

Oh...Hold up

It's no good at all

To see yourself and not recognize your face

Out on my own, it's such a scary place (Ooh)

The answers are all inside of me

All I gotta do is believe

I'm not gonna stop

Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot

That's who I am, that is my plan

Will I end up on top?

You can bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way

To turn my life around, today is the day

Am I the type of guy who means what I say?

Bet on it, bet on it

Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on me

regrets

2007-09-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

The bittersweet tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

Lost time is like a run in a stocking, it always gets worse.

The biggest regrets in life are the chances you never take.

I would trade ten thousand tomorrows for just one single yesterday.

The past cannot be changed, the future is still in your power.

When we fill our hearts with regrets over the failures of yesterday and with the worries over tomorrow, we have no today in which to be thankful.

One problem with gazing too frequently into the past, is that we may turn around to find the future has run out on us.

You can’t go back, it will never be the same. You can only move forward.

Now is not the time to cling to what was, but to amend what is.

regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable

all the if only, i shld haf, i shldnt haf, i wish i had.. are all useless now that you're gone. i know i shld have learnt my lesson. its jus so hard to change. argh i jus hate myself for this stubborn attitude ): learn to treasure wadx arnd!

n i miss you so.

fred bdae

2007-09-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

ratatouille

my fren

bdae boy

my nt so near neighbour

85 lol

ahh 2am le. time to slp.

朋友变情人再变朋友

2007-08-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

安静的房间还有你的温柔

躺在棉被上看着多的枕头

为何分手后回忆就被偷走

爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友

你和我以前是朋友

心情不错就想约你走走

你聊电影我听你唱歌

我们总是无话不说

还能做朋友

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人再变朋友

谁懂这坎坷

爱上你以后失意也很轻松

现实太残酷梦中你会拥抱我

当爱上以后如今我们分手

我变成情歌手

是唱太多太多bala歌

你和我现在是朋友

你那么好却只能做朋友

你装冷漠我装无所谓

我们如何要求更多

还能做朋友

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人再变朋友

只能写成歌

你和我以前是朋友

心情不错就想约你走走

你聊电影我听你唱歌

我们总是无话不说

还能做朋友

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人再变朋友

谁懂这坎坷

你和我现在是朋友

你那么好却只能做朋友

你装冷漠我装无所谓

我们如何要求更多

还能做朋友

或许这是最好的结果

朋友变情人再变朋友

只能写成歌

朋友变情人再变朋友

祝我们快乐

14/100

2007-08-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

ahh 14/100 for math. 2nd last in class. 7 qn out of 12 get 0. =/ i hate math n math hates me. zzz. saddeningx rarh. hai prelims 1 wk + more wk jiu start le. n i lyk haven finished studying ALOT. gonna die lyk siaox. ahhh headache. zz xing qing bu hao. if i de zui anyone these daes. sorrie =/

neoprintsss

2007-07-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

chrno crusade

2007-07-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

chrno crusade is super sad!! lol cried lyk siaox yest. ):

ah n kids these days. tsk. dun haf jing chi de lo. omg i feel so old. hmm n yea 21st century now. girls must haf initiative too. but. still must have jing chi de wadx. -.-". shockening. lol.

and to those evil ppl out there. stop ur evil sickening acts! if nt i'll slap you if i see u on e streets.

LOL im watching wu shu video. they walk lyk niang niangs!! wahahah oopx. n yes nic is one of them! mistakes mistakes too. wahah serves u rite for happenin to come by my blog.

gratx to vball champions!

2007-07-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

wheee s01 rawkx! my class ppl won vball interhouse champion (: CONGRATX to ken francis wx amanda joanne wf! e other team was great too! peter nic sj py wynne n e ger frm e other class. so sad they 2 haf to zi xiang can sha. hmm ai S01 rawkx jiu dui le haha!

smilex la kay! :D

n tt ger. if i ever see u tryin to gt close to him ill slap youu wahaha im violent. sorrie i dun lyk ppl lyk u. make my fren sad. u'll get it! F5!!!

sensitive skin

2007-07-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

MY SKIN IS SENSITIVE TO THE SUN! sobbx. i got weird skin lol.

aft ct

2007-07-02T10:43:00.001+08:00

common test finally over. these few daes kip chiongin anime. lol last thurs was mich's bdae. wed night onli slept lyk 2 hrs. jz n wx came my hse stay over do album. i didnt do much lol. lucky got st n soh pei me tok till 4+ if nt i think ill be slpin lol. played cai quan with st on web cam hahahaha. thn 4+ wx had to use n i fell aslp at 5+ lol. cant stay awake w/o my com. was so engrossed in my convo tt i didnt notice things happenin arnd me. ai. tsktsk. n thurs we went kbox. ai xin bian dang. cake. everything. i guess im jus gd at nth lol. must go learn sth liao. aft tt me mich jz ken wx peter went to watch transformer. nice! but was reallie tired. at e ending almost fell aslp cos they were jus fightin. aft collectin peter n mich's cake. me n jz took 14e back. express bus!! so ex :( $1.51. but it was fast.

fri was e last dae of ct. ah diu lianed do mcq halfwae my pencil no lead. raise hand call tcher leowlingling came. hw suay can i be lol. i tink e whole hall can hear her. sobbx. haha anw at night me jz n mich went orchard late night shoppin. nth much one. didnt buy anything. n we took express bus back again /sob. ok very fast. but 2 bucks plus!! yea we alight at 85 thn eat n gossip till 4am liddat thn go hm. time sure flies whn ure gossiping lol we reached 85 at 12+ lo. haha guess who we're gossipin abt! ah.. some weird ppl =X

n i jus saw wynne's nick. is game reallie tt impt? sounds familiar. lol whn game was lyk e most impt thing to him. =/

what ive done

2007-06-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

methodist hm. =.=

2007-06-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

1st dae at methodist children's home was TERRIBLE. wah e kids. TRUDYY!!! wahh tt ger.. lol cmi. i nearly died. lol. thn tt indian guy /sob. anw 2nd was btr. e kids more guai. but i was BURNT. me n ken de station was sad la. immobile one lol. e coins bury le cant find all back de. thn draw e boundary there kenna laughed by ppl. raRhx. jz n francis gd lo. play volley wif other ppl to hide. thn mich n peter eat ice cream!! wah. thn we sit there burn. sobbb. lol sian lo must be e curse of mk's socks(mimi n kiki) which jz threw awae. i gastric veh pain. hahaha. hm. third dae. george erm kenna food poisonin?? -.-' thn mk overslp. alot ppl reach e hm le lo. they morn thn sae zzz. haha thn we went to watch oceans 13. lol okayy. stealing seems so easy. with e right ppl n money u can make ur enemy cry. haha. thn aft tt me mich jz meet to study. n mich force me do math! lol. i nearly died. arnd 3 n a half hr i onli do 9 binomial ques. n more thn half of the 9 ques i asked for help frm mich. ): im so gonna fail my math. n yea. i dun believe in promises. they ARE meant to be broken. rarh.

wai po.

2007-05-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

ah if only . . . ai .

the world's end

2007-05-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

ahh pirates 3 is nice. johnny depp is charrrminngg! wahaha n i jus realised tt guy was jack sparrow's dad. i tot was his bro lolx. veh tired. tml still must go sungei buloh. wahaha think i'll die at tuition.

happie bdae to me

2007-05-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

wheee happie bdae to me~~~ haha thx ppl (: love y'all <3

空秋千

2007-05-18T14:36:00.000+08:00

荡秋千

来回终究要停在原点

望太远

眼前幸福却忽略

晃半圈

圆不了爱恋

高一遍低一遍

风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千

对着夕阳扮鬼脸

若月光再美一点

我们会否把手牵

还想被你碎碎念

当数流星的配乐

你却说你等不到天亮

空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠

在你影子身边

这公园太想念

你无邪的笑脸

xiao chou yu

2007-05-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

happie bdae cheryl (:

3rd! gratx !!!

2007-05-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

gratx to S01 guys fot getting 3rd in e 12x100m relay in yest's sports meet (:

lol todae watched spiderman 3. wahaha pirates in out on my bdae~~~ yayyy

k610i

2007-05-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

lol battle of e shoelace wahah. todae 1st day using sony ericsson k610i (: gatou neh daddy. ahh shaman king left 2 discs to watch. veh tired. tml thn cont..haha

zzz

2007-05-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

ahhh zzz gonna feng diao soon. haii. someone please save me. i wu neng wei li le la.. is he dun understand or i dun understand. both oso dun understand. wadeva. hai. friends? wu hua ke shuo le la.z. my fault. i dun understand.

sweeto yume nehh..

2007-05-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

yume neh..sigh.if onli it was true. ah.. cant be hahah. hw i miss. lol just memories are fine too. i guess. haha..

yest IU night. so malu. i walk with my hand n leg in e same direction? dumb jh found i was walking strange during rehearsal but cant pt out wad was wrong. lol wadeva oso over liao. i normally walk also abit strange meh. haha i didnt noe. hm dun care. doesnt matter anw haha.

les pls dun steal my slipper eva again. rarrrh lol

星星走了T.T 一场梦匆匆醒了，心已碎，意已觉

songs wahaha

2007-05-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

lol ppl in maple are jus so cuteex. neh? haha

F.U.N lyrics

2007-04-28T09:25:00.000+08:00

Fun Song

by Spongebob Squarepants
album:

Spongebob - What is fun?

I--

Let me spell it for ya

F is for friends who do stuff together

U is for you and me

N is for anywhere and anytime at all

All - Down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton -

F is for fire that burns down the whole town

U is for uranium (pause) bombs

N is for no survivors when your---

Spongebob -

(interupting) Plankton!

Those things arent what fun is all about!

Now do it like this

F is for friends who do stuff toget--

Plankton -

(Interupting) Never that's completely idiotic

Spongebob - Here let me help you!

F is for friends who do stuff together

U is for you and me

Try it!

Plankton -

N is for anywhere and anytime at all!

All - Down here in the deep blue sea

Plankton -

Wait,

I don't understand this

I feel all tingley inside

Should we stop?

Spongebob - No thats how your supposed to feel!

Plankton -

Well I like it!

Let's do it again!

Spongebob & Plankton -

(Spongebob) OKAY!

F is for frolic through all the flowers

U is for ukelela

N is for nose picking chewing gum and sand licking,
here with my best buddy!

(Laughter in melody)

一人遊びに飽きてるみたい心の声は届いているかい

聞こえる物それが答え

理窟じゃないこの想いが確かな一つのプライド

昔に見た映画みたい僕には見える明日に自分が

強く、強くなりたいから走ってる

失った物埋めようとして外してしまったプライド

取り戻すよこの両手で僕には見える明日のプライド

Do You Remember

Ohhhohhhh Yeah

Ooooh

Oohohh

Remember we'd be up all night

Talking 'til the morning light, yeah

Like the way it used to be

Those simple days

Just you and me, mmmm

I think baby I know

What's on your mind

Cuz you look like you've

Got something to say

I may not say those words anymore

But maybe it just ain't my way

You ask me do I love you but

Do you remember

Why I walked on water for you

Do you remember

My first steps on the moon

Have you ever wondered why

I gave three wishes to you

You asked the question

But the answer lies

In you, in you

The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say

No one else could get in our way

And there were times

When you would cry

And came knocking

On my door

And I was there

To shelter your pain

I think baby you should

Get that off your mind

Make it seem like

A brighter day

I may not say those words anymore

But maybe I can make it my way

FUN Song

2007-04-27T19:59:00.001+08:00

the F.U.N. song..lolx. zzz

twinsss

I WEEKLY (:

2007-04-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

yayy i got e i weekly with yamapi inside!! thankx les!!!you're da best~~~ wheee love ya foreva wahaha! SMILEX KAYX (: (: (:

co concert

2007-04-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

morn went to sch to be lorry i/c for e newspaper collection. yayy took e same bus. hahaha. oopx. but i dun even noe where he ot off -.- haha anw is lei de lo. wake so early got tour t mart area for afew hrs. n still kenna bullied by e person who ask me come n his frens. dumbos rarrrhx.

zz i reached parkway at arnd 5.20 thn went to best to find st but he was in office thn i went off to find mich n jz. thn some dumb guy aka ghlp bluff me n made us look lyk retards looking left n right f5! lolx. wheee me n jz walked back frm vj aft co concert. tpjc perform one song onli o.o where got funny. e concert 7pm we all tot was 7.30 lolx. hmm. anw we frm 9+ walk till 11.15 thn reach hm. lolz.. ji lei yi xia nehh. sobb my linited ed samsung k3...seems to be out of stock

balloons as concert gifts for francis wx ca n fn.

spongebob ishh cutexx nehh wahaha

我知道你很难过

2007-04-16T22:35:00.000+08:00

我知道你很难过

爱一个人

需要缘分

你何苦让自己

越陷越深

别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂

每一天只能痴痴的等

爱一个人别太认真

你受伤的眼神令人心痛

没有一个人

非要另一个人

才能过一生

你又何苦逼自己

面对伤痕

我知道你很难过

感情的付出不是真心就会有结果

别问怎么做爱才能长久

这道理有一天你会懂

我知道你很难过昨天是恋人

今天说分说就分手

别问你的痛

要怎么解脱

多情的人注定伤得比较久

爱若变成了刺

思念也成了痴

也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

fri to mon

2007-04-16T16:48:00.000+08:00

-fri-

went interact cut paper n chao ja with ppl lol. maple! yay i lvled -.- lolx. soh u ps us f5. wait awhile oso cannot. glutton rarrhx lol. n PW got C. f5 whole grp got C! even mk!! wadx this zzz.

-sat-

went peter's hse do gp proj. skipped interact wahaha. francis kenneth amanda wynne me do on terrorism. mich's grp oso went but their topic haven lect yt. scared clash so didnt do. long time nv go peter's hse le so huai nian haha. changed tuition date. went to eat katong laksa and thn go parkwae help xx check iluv's price. n i saw st again! so qiao. he working weekends now hahah. thn went to play pool with mich. i wan samsung K3!

-sun-

jz came my hse do gp. hmm but she started at lyk 5,6+? whn she reached my hse at 2+. n i cooked maggie mee for her wahaha.

-todae-

i forgot bring hp n waterbottle!! sob anw volleyball is fun!haha but super tiring nehh. n francis hit to me tt ball was lyk..ouch. my right hand almost duan diao lol. cant write properly n till nw still no strength. sob type oso abit weak. sian must train arm too liao. whee thx peter for lending me phantom of e opera. (: nice nice! haha

sigh why dun u understand...faints.

rmb wallet

2007-04-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

rarrhx. forgot bring wallet thn e uncle scold me for nt telling him sobb. go down todae me mich n jz fought with kh lol. irritating. anw econs test may not pass ): all ms leow's fault la. curse me fail. f5. lol aft test went 85 eat with mich jz francis peter. ate alot lo. whole table of food wahaha.

thailand!! wahaha

f5 ms leow's pet

2007-04-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

neoprints took on sat

thx mich (:

annchii and me

me n lydiana

MUST PASS ECONS. if nv pass ill be veh sad. rarrhx. i aim to win ms leow's pet f5.

hai. smilex kay. bie tai shang xin. kan kai dian (: y everytime things end liddat. so. sad. hah. =/ i wanna just maple n maple n get lost in it perhaps. aft econs test! lol mayb fri ba. i jus miss those memories. nw onli sen? n sometimes xx? n st? haha more ppl come back please. wanna get back e hundreds of ss tt i lost /sobs super duper sad still. get back e lost memories. i miss.

out out out out!! hahahhhahahah. crazee me. =X

我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你

ghost hunt

2007-04-08T14:02:00.000+08:00

finished ghost hunt. lol nice. but scary nehx haha. and so short onli 25 epi. hw i wish i could do sth extraordinary sth tt'll will yong sheng nan wang lol. ai sian haven edit sgc. happie memories alwaes. (: i dun rmb anthing sad.

to all the girls who look past the nice guys

2007-04-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

to all the girls who look past the nice guys

im sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
that i was raised with respect not
to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
that my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your needs

I'm sorry
that i open your car door and
pull out your chair like i was raised

I'm sorry
that i'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
that i am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
i don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
i like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
i would rather make love to you then
just f**k you like some random guy

I'm sorry
that i am always the one you need to
talk to, but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
that i always held your hair back when
you threw up, and didn't get mad at you
for puking in my car, but when we went
out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
that i am there to pick you up at 4am
when your new man hit you and dropped
you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me
when i need a friend

I'm sorry
if i'm not being there for you anymore
bcos i am just being used like
a door mat, only to be thrown to the
side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
if i don't answer my phone when
you call, just to listen to you cry
for hours, instead of getting a
couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize
i've been the one all along

I'm sorry
if you read this and know somebody
like this but jus don't bother to care

And most of all..

I'm sorry
for not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
that you can't accept me for who i am

I'm sorry
i can never do anything right,
and nothing that i do is good
enough to make it in your world

I'm sorry
i caught your bf with another girl
and told you about it, i thought that
was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
that i told you i loved you
and actually meant it

I'm sorry
that i talked to you for nine hours
on thanksgiving day instead of
spending time with my family

I'm sorry
that i cared

I'm sorry
that i listen to you at night
talking about how you wish you could
have done something different

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their
friends that there is never any good
guys out there, and they always end up
with assholes who mistreat them. Well
ladies next time you're bitching, maybe
look up to see who you're bitching to,
maybe that special someone is right
there hanging on your every word as
usual, screaming in his head to say,
"Why won't you give me a chance??"
Because the person you are usually
searching for is right by your side.

o.o

frm frenster bulletin

lol saw st at tamp interchange jus now. thx ah. nv see him so happie tt i was his mum in e past. nw each time i see him he'll will go arnd tellin ppl im his mum o.o haha okay everyone knows u're shuai liao no nid kip advertising. lol

我怀念的

2007-04-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

我问为什么那女孩传简讯给我

而你为什么不解释低着头沉默

我该相信你很爱我

不愿意敷衍我

还是明白你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么我不再是你的快乐

可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了

自尊常常将人拖着

把爱都走曲折

假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸

狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

谁记得

谁忘了

想问为什么我不再是你的快乐

可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了

自尊常常将人拖着

把爱都走曲折

假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸

狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动

我怀念的是绝对炽热

我怀念的是你很激动

求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后

也记得我颤抖着

记得感觉汹涌

最美的烟火

最长的相拥

谁爱得太自由

谁过头太远了

谁要走我的心

谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走

谁忘了看着我

谁让爱变沉重

谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的

我还有想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日

也记得那一首歌

记得那片星空

最紧的右手

最暖的胸口

我放手

我让座

假洒脱

谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了

所以我

没有哭

没有说

dream of death

2007-04-01T12:53:00.000+08:00

i dreamt tt i died o.o kenna knocked by a car. lol n it wasnt pain at all. thn i went to a world tt looks lyk e real world. forgot wad was diff. onli noe tt there de ppl are all dead ppl lol. n cannot see wads happenin in e real world. thn feel so alone. n sudd haf e huo xia qu de yi li lol thn kip tellin mself i wanna live. n i woke up in a hosp o.o lol n its lyk 4 daes aft liao haha wad a weird dream.

hai wx told me abt some stuff tt reminded me of e past. again. guess tt was hw he felt too. aii im such a mean evil n wadeva ger. slaps myself. but even though i tried to change its still e same. why. zhe me qing yi jiu fang shou. i guess i wasnt impt at all.

and omg ask me play soccer? lol ill be e joke of e dae. and xx u wanna do anything funny im not gonna go le hor.

我怀念的是无话不说

我怀念的是一起作梦

我怀念的是争吵以后

还是想要爱你的冲动

sigh. pls. dun. im not worth it. xi wang shi wo xiang tai duo le ba. sorrie

dream

2007-03-31T17:41:00.000+08:00

sometimes i jus hate dreamin. e feelin of wakin up to find its onli a dream =/

at night. or shld i sae is tml morn. going sao mu haha gonna see e scary photo on e tombstone near my ah gong's tomb again. =

im angry

2007-03-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

todae veh angry. 1st thing soh kip wan thn dun wan one. thn econs. zzz f5. mayb im too sensitive. wadeva. n in e morn i left my uniform in e toilet n aft pe whn going to look for mich's bottle tt time thn i realise lol haha. somemore aft tt gonna go raffles place mrt meet for e ushering, i took bus to bedok mrt n somehow i was dreamin n i forgot to alight o.o thn i alight one stop aft n waited lyk 20 mins for a cab. f5 super irritated. got one cab come n ask me where i going. i sae raffles mrt. he sae no such place. i sae one stop aft cityhall one. he shake head n drove off. win liao lo. luckily aft tt de events not so frustratin. e taxi driver was nice n we chat abt luck. lol guess i have no luck. alwaes fail my tests ):

usherin

i did receiving e guests with isebelle and reception with isebelle, emilyn n alex. haha not bad la. lucky with belle can tok n be crazy hahah v sad. we ans a few ques wrongly lol oh ya and shauna came to tok to us. yuan lai she got join SNYO wow haha and tt hk solo violinist is lyk super duper pro la. he no nid read score one. jus play n play. and there was this poor sec one RV guy looking for a MGS ger. thn ask me n belle aslk her come out. she nid to pass him some vietnam costume. thn in e beginnin he sae wrong sch somemore o.o thn i go up ask thn some one at e reception came down to help thn ended up 'scoldin' e guy lol she kinda sarcastic. well. lol nvm. me n belle went in e 2nd floor concert hall n realised its impossible to find e ger n went out again aft one piece of music lol. aft settlin le thn we went up to 3rd floor leg veh pain liao lo. stand at 1st lobby 2 hrs smiling n directin ppl. i hate court shoes. rarh. aft awhile thn gotta be at e reception there serving ppl. veh veh sad la. thirsty lyk mad but can see cant drink lol e fruit punch looks so tempting haha. ending was e best. whn ppl are tired they do funny things haha. me n belle supposed to be at 1st lobby waiting for ppl to come down n we hafta sae gd night all those. but durin e encore onliv few ppl comin down we went up e stairs halfwae n starting sitting fallin n lying down trying to pick up the free tickets for guests that we threw on e floor jus to gettt few seconds of rest lol its tirin to smile so long.

me n alex

happie bdae wx

2007-03-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

cake

happie bdae wx

jz me mich wx francis

very nice album ^^

very nice ppl =P

o.o

upside down

at pizza hut

2nd glutton kenneth lim

champion glutton peter ng

mc for soh f6

2007-03-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im doin this. =/ ma fan lei u waste so much of my time but hope u pian de guo ba haha

tpjc alumni band concert

2007-03-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

i finally found st!!! haha ta bian shuai le. lol cannot compliment. confirm will be v proud. wahah wo de er zi zhang da le. got mei nu eat lunch with him lo. so xing fu huh. lol. so funny see him thn dunno wad to sae. tok halfwae xx n sh ps me. run awae without tellin me. win liao lol

tpjc band concert

3rd attempt by lll [aft enablin flashlight] lol

ah sorrie. ai. guess i xiang tai duo le ba. but its kinda weird. n wo pa bei shua =/ hai. zz

happie belated bdae jz

2007-03-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

lol yest too tired didnt come here wish my twin happie bdae. haha so happie belated bdae~ haha bean. n i saw megan n jason at tamp. long time nv see them. my juniors super clever la. one think got 12 thn go poly. thn e score worst de one tpjc. one onli! e others all mj tj vj all those. omg la lol.pro. n jz rmb tk gd care of huaidan n dandan. lol aft send her hm i walked hm wahaha. must go train liao. i tink i walked too little these yrs. become lazy liao. lol interact orientation wasnt as fun as e 1st one. tink cos too much ppl n e games abit erm. haha im tired. wanted to do some things. but guess ill slp lol.

okay my scanner sux lol

failure

2007-03-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

failure as a fren. failure as a daughter. failure as a granddaughter. failure as a tcher. failure as a student. fail my exams. in short. im a failure. okay. do econs.

somewhereibelong

2007-03-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

okay. nv do pe whn ure sick. wahaha went mich de hse do econs. end up do e chem skill cd onli. n watch tv surf net.

SOMEWHERE I BELONG
By: Linkin Park

(When this began)
I had nothing to say;
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind;
(Inside of me);
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel;
(Nothing to lose);
Just stuck, hollow and alone;
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real;
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along;
Somewhere I belong;

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face;
(I was confused);
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I);
What do I have but negativity;
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me;
(Nothing to lose);
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone;
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own;

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

sickk n sad

2007-03-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

im lyk sick. f6

n im sadd for i dunno wad?

hao xiang qu hai bian. ai.

dead

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVbZz_UazjI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vB8fgZrMFVc

happie bdae wynne